I have recently "ended" my battle with my eating disorder, it is still a day to day thing, and i find myself purging about once a week still, but I am eating. I am also working out alot, but to gain muscle not lose weight. I recently finished my frist 10k race, and i think training for that made me listen to my body, and fuel it proplery. I used to hate my legs, now I love them, yeah they are a little big, but they powered me 10k. I am going to be joining the army soon, and I need to gain muscle so thats what I am working on now.

So if anyone wants to get better I suggest, train for something, even a 5k, it will make you more aware of your bosy and that you need to fuel it. I find muscle alot sexier than bones, so does my new boyfriend

I am still about 95ish pounds but there is less fat and more muscle on this body and I feel 100% better than when I was starving myself.

Anyways I just got back from a 90minute hike carrying 30lbs, in my backpack, and I am starving so I am going to eat  

I have been a member of this website for a while and it is AMAZING! www.fitday.com is free to join and you can track your weight, food/cals for the day, activities (cals burned) you just type it in and it keeps track, it is an AMAZING tool! Very helpful and free :)